Confusion reigns!
Posted: Sat Nov 23, 2019 10:14 pm
This is probably the hardest thing that I have ever done. My mum knew when I was a kid that I felt more female than Male and she used to put girl clothes out for me when we were alone. As I grew older (mid teens) I was in a three way long term relationship with two girls and early in that relationship we played a sexy game together and they dressed me in a set of their lingerie (bra, knickers, suspender belt and stockings) they loved the feeling of it against their lingerie and bodies and it continued as part of our sex lives until we split up at 21. I loved going down on them etc. Then I spent two years ‘f*ck ‘ my way through 524 women trying to sort my feelings out and be a Male! After that I was married for 23 years (she liked me dressing in her lingerie too), divorced married for 5 years and divorced.
I have been on my own and struggling now for 4 years! I only really feel relaxed when I dress in women’s clothes and can feel like a woman. But this is where the confusion sets in I feel in myself (55 year old Male), that I should be a woman but I don’t fancy men at all, I actually feel that I should be female making love to other females! I am so confused!!! All the different labels that are thrown around confuse me! Please help!
I don’t want the pressure of being something that I don’t want to be anymore and it’s tearing me apart. I don’t know what I do now!
I have been on my own and struggling now for 4 years! I only really feel relaxed when I dress in women’s clothes and can feel like a woman. But this is where the confusion sets in I feel in myself (55 year old Male), that I should be a woman but I don’t fancy men at all, I actually feel that I should be female making love to other females! I am so confused!!! All the different labels that are thrown around confuse me! Please help!
I don’t want the pressure of being something that I don’t want to be anymore and it’s tearing me apart. I don’t know what I do now!
