In some ways, I've always hated the way I looked and felt. Until about 8 years ago when I was told that the male reproductive parts that I have didn't work properly and the idea of having a family should be forgotten about.
I think to most men, this would have been devastating, but to me it felt like a high weight had been lifted from me!
At this point I decided that I wasn't happy with how I looked, the though of being covered with hair was totally foreign to me and it had to go. I started 2 years ago having laser hair removal, at this point I have very little body hair to contend with, I've just ordered an epilator to try and get rid of the last few annoying bits.
This until recently felt like I was getting somewhere, but the thought of having male parts is now starting to depress me, I heard so much recently about grs but I don't know if it's for me, after all, I'm slim, 41 and 6'5" tall and I have reservation of how people would react.
I'm not sure what to do next or who to ask for help. I've considered going to my doctors, but do I ask to see any dr, will they see me as, I do know.......
I'm sure quite a few people have had these thought, so I thought it best to search you out and try and find some information without embarrassing myself Can you help
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