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Bmorgan94
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Need help and support

Postby Bmorgan94 » Wed Jun 07, 2017 8:02 pm

Hello everyone,

Boy by birth but if not all then most of my life i just didnt feel that i was supposed to be a boy. Ive always felt different about myself for what i was given by birth. I haven't been happy nor have i have been happy about myself. Ive been afraid to open up to others because of the fear of not being accepted for what i believe i am. I have opened up to my wife and my sister and they support me. There has been numerous times where suicide was attempted from not being accepted by others in my life for the way i occasionally portrayed myself for being me. I have come to a final conclusion to work into starting HRT mtf transition. I just worry how that will work with my current work sistuation. I am working on getting my CDL and drive for C.R.England. i believe while im travelling cross country i would start the transition however i dont know where to go about to start... I need help and support. I want to be happy again, i hate going day by day in depression from supressing my true self.

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Steffi
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Re: Need help and support

Postby Steffi » Thu Jun 08, 2017 2:32 pm

Hi and Welcome :-)

Making a decision to start transition is often difficult and reached only as a last resort.
The quality of our help and advice will be a lot better if you can give us a little information about yourself.

Your location? (Country, State)
Your approximate age?
Clarify - you have sometimes been dressing as female? In secret? Did you go out?

It is good that you have emotional support from your wife and sister. Also, having females to help and advise on clothes etc is a big help.

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Jae
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Re: Need help and support

Postby Jae » Mon Feb 12, 2018 9:12 pm

It's all okay... Just be you at work, I am doing the same, jeans T-shirt, flannel, boots and breasts, my coworkers just think I am getting fatter and are actually quite supportive even if they poke harmless fun now and then. I am turning into a big lesbian and nobody seems to notice at all. I haven't told the wife, but that is its own tale... She likes poking at my breasts and having fun with them anyway, she is quite open to whatever and wouldn't judge even if I told her- She would just prefer I do more laundry and keep the kitchen clean. At the end of the day we just all want to be happy, so do what makes you smile, to be honest, my experience with HRT has shown me you can go nearly a year with little you couldn't hide if you changed your mind, but I only say this as you are not young, not just experimenting with a fetish, but seem to know what you want for a long time now. I want you to be happy, you deserve to be who you are inside no matter what you look like outside. Throw fear out the window, don't let it take up space in your head, you can just let your body change and dress the same or you can decide to pass in private or public whenever you like, happiness is more important that all the rest of it.
big squishy hug-
Jae