The struggle within myself...
The struggle within myself...
Hello there. I'm a 29 year old male who has been wanting to transition for a long time. I remember as a little kid, wearing girls clothes when nobody was around. I felt beautiful. I felt like that was the way I was supposed to be. Not just playing dress up, but everything about being a woman. Years later I still feel as if I would be happier as a woman. I'm torn because I'm sure my family will disown me. I don't feel like I have the body to be a beautiful woman. (I'm 6ft and have big feet) Right now I am a big, masculine looking man. I wake up most days wishing I was born a female. I know I am just rambling on but I am starting to lose sleep over this now and I need someone to talk to. I'm almost 30 and I don't want to live the rest of this life in regret.
Re: The struggle within myself...
Hello and welcome.
Your feelings are not unusual.
You might read a post I made previously viewtopic.php?f=45&t=5253&p=44942#p44942
Also follow the link from it to a post which contains my photos - I'm 6 foot with big feet too.
Your feelings are not unusual.
You might read a post I made previously viewtopic.php?f=45&t=5253&p=44942#p44942
Also follow the link from it to a post which contains my photos - I'm 6 foot with big feet too.
Contact me privately via "steffi AT transgenderzone DOT com" Click to see Who I am
To those who understand, I extend my hand
To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am
Not under your command, I know where I stand
I won't change to fix your plan, Take me as I am (Dreamtheatre - As I Am)
my trans-ness viewtopic.php?f=40&t=5401&p=45640#p45351
Some (mostly rough) tracks of my prior life as a guitarist up on You-Tube, if you want to check them out
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8QKYu ... zkA/videos
To those who understand, I extend my hand
To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am
Not under your command, I know where I stand
I won't change to fix your plan, Take me as I am (Dreamtheatre - As I Am)
my trans-ness viewtopic.php?f=40&t=5401&p=45640#p45351
Some (mostly rough) tracks of my prior life as a guitarist up on You-Tube, if you want to check them out
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8QKYu ... zkA/videos
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