You posted - "Now I'm really super confused and I've been really sad,Now I'm really super confused and I've been really sad, spent all last night crying [with a sweet LOL at the end because you probably felt silly]. [...] Thanks for taking the time to read this, if someone does reply that is... ^_^"
We did and remember from time to time as you progress to pop back and read that first post. It will show your growth from that moment. And that I hope will inspire confidence in you from now on.
Good Luck in Japan and keep an eye on this place - you are always welcome to chip in elsewhere - or on our Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/150678705002143/ you should get approved but you may prefer an ALT ID for that as people who know you will see this group. So create a new 'normal name as FB have a 'normal names policy'. If you are not approved then just let me know your handle here in a PM and I will look out for it.
Best wishes and glad you came and we were able to help :)x
Remember Transgender Zone's foundations are built on people like yourself asking questions that others can read who maybe more nervous and unable to post and a great group of old friends 'the team' who moderate and help out. Do you realise that over 200 people have already read this post and it is not 'promoted or shared', this is just people looking for help just like you
And in year it could be 10000+ so you just asking a question as already helped others - great eh?がんばろう 健闘
