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by SarahG
Thu Aug 16, 2018 2:44 am
Forum: Agony (registered users only)
Topic: Mistreatment while in hospital, and post-op dilation issues
Replies: 2
Views: 193

Mistreatment while in hospital, and post-op dilation issues

Long time not posting here because things have been quite messed up. CW: rape, sui So I had SRS over two years ago and it did not go well. First night after the pack was out and first attempt to dilate on my own and I couldn't physically insert the thing. I wasn't strong enough, nurses had no idea w...
by SarahG
Sat Jan 16, 2016 8:58 pm
Forum: General
Topic: I have screwed up so bad. help
Replies: 10
Views: 4949

Re: I have screwed up so bad. help

Well I've kept it, though I had to buy a smaller dilator. Really struggling with the dilation still. I have so many mental hangups around penetration and my partner isn't helping, not even moral support as she's seriously resentful of the fact that I got mine first despite her being transitioned lon...
by SarahG
Sun Dec 27, 2015 5:00 pm
Forum: General
Topic: I have screwed up so bad. help
Replies: 10
Views: 4949

Re: I have screwed up so bad. help

Any idea how I'd contact them directly?

The only point of contact I have is Iffy, who won't see me until the 4th

I literally can't get anything in, not even a finger.
by SarahG
Sat Dec 26, 2015 7:25 am
Forum: General
Topic: I have screwed up so bad. help
Replies: 10
Views: 4949

Re: I have screwed up so bad. help

Scared I'm losing the clitoris too. How can I check.

The feeling down there right now is like someone grabbed the penis and is squeezing hard.
by SarahG
Thu Dec 24, 2015 7:10 pm
Forum: General
Topic: I have screwed up so bad. help
Replies: 10
Views: 4949

Re: I have screwed up so bad. help

I can get my finger in mos of the way, feel something that feels like the inside of a belly button, then push in another 2cm or so.

I've lost it haven't I?

As a lesbian who has huge mental hangups about penetrative sex, I can deal with this depth, I think.

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